i definitly dont like guys
and im thinking back to 7th & 8th grade
and it dawned on me
i never really broke up with my last relationship
:/ so its troubling me
so since ive been single for quite a while
i missing them
a lot
and ive told them in a more...non chalant way
and it SUCKS cause now im afraid its going to be awkward
but i dunno
you never know i guess life is just like that
or just...speaking without thinking
or just being dumb in gym class with your best friends

p.s. china was a BLAST